Saturday, April 23, 2005
I FELT LIKE AN ALIEN ; 10:25 pm
Okae, so finally, only me & Marlina went 2 e gathering. Because of my decision be4, Amal changed her plan. Stupid me.. I shouldn't have said dat. I dunno who 2 blame. Maybe it's me..or there's actually no one's mistake.
So I went dere, wen reached already, I felt like standing outside waiting 4 Marlina. Cuz I looked @ all the gurls, dey wearing clothes dat r more 'sopan'. Unlike me, I wore jeans and no socks on. Ashamed.. But den, of course, cannot be standing e whole dae outside. At 1st, I didn't realise dat I was standing in front of a group of guys chatting. Den sumhow, I saw their shirts and becum embarrassed. Oh God! I quickly went inside.. Pretend not 2 care if dey looked @ me.. I was really, really embarrassed.. Felt like going home.. I saw e girls writing sumting on a paper whilst sum of 'em held books.
Wating 4 Marlina was like hours..tho it's 20 mins.. The guys and sum girls already went 2 e conference room while sum of us stayed behind, waiting 4 frens.. Oh, ya! 4got 2 mention dat I saw Shahmi too. I guess he was a volunteer 2 huh? Maybe dats why me, Marlina, Amal & Atikah saw him @ e festival wif his mum. He probably finished his shift @ dat tyme.
Finally wen Marlina came, I sumhow heard e group of girls behind me comment 'bout Marlina's clothes. Arghh... I hate e girl wif black scarf. Big mouth!. Be4 dat, dey were talking 'bout me being a vlounteer 2. One asked e other one (whom I'm sure the one dat Amal said she's in Sec 3) if she's(me) e same girl she saw @ e carnival.
We came 2 e Conf. Rm, took our gift which was a diary '05, went inside. Dere was a 'taklimat' inside. Den me & Marlina went 2 pray. After dat, ate Roti Kirai. Den we talked @ 1 of e benches. When we suddenly realised it was 6.30 pm already, we quickly went back 2 e Conf. Rm 2 receive our certificate.
Un42nately, all dis while I didn't see 'him'. Aw... Hahaha... Wonder if he WAS dere but I just didn't see him. But, luckily I managed 2 see another guy who volunteered on e same shift wif us on e 2nd dae. He partnered wif 'him'. We took e same bus and he alighted @ e place where e festival was once held..
