Beautiful mess.

Saturday, January 31, 2009

OF ALL WHY PH? ; 2:32 pm

Just read my cousin's blog and it was freaking funny.
Now what? All the cousins are working for the same company?
Last time, Abang Enal.
Then me.
After that, Hafiz.
Soon will be-> Mamal?

Oh. And not forgotten, from the friends' side I have.
Alifi.
Maizum.
Shi Shun.

Azhfar applied but he don't think it's a success.
Eh, why not you applied at the outlet same as Hafiz's?
LOL.

K bye.

I STILL HAVE YET TO REVISE ICAPP ; 1:55 pm

Yesterday I skipped school and instead,

I thought of buying Chewy Junior's Cream Puff at Bugis.
I was super shocked Mom allowed me to go and even gave me $ to buy.
Apparently she too like the chewy cream puff and

wanted me to buy for the whole family.

LOL.

But as time passed by, I became lazy and ended up not going anywhere.
At one point Mom told me how happy she was to see me at home the whole day.
:D

Today, there's NI Musollah Cleaning Day and it has ended.
I could say I didn't do much because I came an hour and 30mins late. Heh.
Now I'm at school slacking before going off to Bugis.
Yes, this time it's confirmed I am buying those cute puffs.
:D

Friday, January 30, 2009

STUCK IN THE PAST ; 8:42 am

Recently someone said something which immediately reminds me of Buddy.
It's funny how a one word can bring all those memories...
I am going all emotional now because I realised,

I am missing him so so much.

To make things worse,

I keep listening to best friend's favourite song over and over again.

*sigh*

People always talk about that moment when they fell for their best friend.

There never was a moment for me and mine. I’ve always loved him.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

; 9:44 pm

Asked by Eugenia:

a) I will ...

cry only when ... I am losing someone. Angry.
curse when ... I am extremely pissed off.
forgive one when ... I think she/he deserves to be forgiven.
(write anything you want) nil

b) I will not ...

make friends with ... those who gives a hard time to be friends with?
date with ... my close guy friends.
forgive those who ... hurt my loved ones real bad.
forget those who ... have made a great impact in my life(:
(Write anything you want) nil

c) What songs best describe you when ...

you're in goooood mood ... The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls
you're down ... Pieces - Sum 41
someone pisses you ... Your Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Party song? Forever - Chris Brown & Just Dance - Lady Gaga
Funeral song? You - Switchfoot
Irritating song? Womanizer -Britney Spears

d) What do you think about ...

Global warming ... damnation.
Economic crisis ... bummer.
Bully ... it sucks.
Terrorism ... evil.

e) One word to describe your ...

Friendship ... colourful
Kinship ... united
Love ... confusion
Yourself ... weak

f) Tags to:

Amirah, Fatimah, Misrah, Sharon, Zariq

I DRANK COFFEE TODAY. OOPS! ; 8:58 pm

There were only 8 students attended ICAPP make-up tutorial. It's a good thing the tutor personally gave an sms because if not, I had no idea where it will be. And surprisingly, the tutorial was fun. I sat with Rizal and Farhan. And boy there were times when Farhan yawned and Rizal kept scolded him for not covering his mouth. Like father and son. LOL.

NETInfra Project Meeting is cancelled so I joined the gang at the FAL instead. Eventually the ones who attended the NE Forum at TCC were only Alifi, Mokhsin, Sharon & myself. I managed to get a nap until I heard a giggle and when I woke up, Sharon & Alifi were looking at me, smiling. Gosh. It's always the same people that catch me sleeping. BUMMER.

I wasn't really paying attention to the talk. Instead, I smsed with those inside the TCC, took a nap and talked. HEH.

HECTIC ; 4:16 am

Who would have thought that TODAY, THERE'LL BE SCHOOL!

Gosh. Can't believe I am not looking forward to school.

Luckily it's Wednesday. I bet I will sleep during the NE Forum. :D

To cut short the story, the busyness at work was DOUBLED than the day before. To make matters worse, I had headache after break. Guess it's from too much laughing for the past few days. Profits earned was DOUBLED too. And at the same time, I discover my Restaurant Manager is a funny person. Friendly and very funny. (:

I received an angbao just because I ran a marathon outside Pizza Hut. LOL.

Then, whenever I wanted to take order, I kept pulling out the angbao instead of the notepad from the apron. Embarrassing to the max.

We started the closing late but ended early. (:

As per usual, reached home, showered and off to computer. Instead of the usual "appearing offline" mode, I switched to "ONLINE-BUSY" when I came into MSN since I plan to ask those online ENG students about PEDrives. But it turns out, I was busy for another reason- chatting with 7 people. Heh. So yeah, sorry for the late reply. The way how I ended my MSN activity was weird because the topic I discussed with the survivors left (that stay till 4am) is about "ISLAM & SMOKING".

Anyway, HANIS SALWAN! I am super duper glad you found me! Ahah. It was nice MSN-ing with you. It's been a loooong time since we last keep in touch. (:

I will end this post by saying I will quit coffee-ing sooner or late.

WELCOME BACK TO THE BLOGGING WORLD to Khalisah & Harith after their long MIA. To be honest, I have the thought of deleting this blog. LOL.

BYE.COM

Monday, January 26, 2009

GONG XI FA CAI! ; 11:12 pm

I change back the blogskin. HURHUR.

Sorry for the inconvenience caused. :p

At work, most of the times were spent slacking.

It wasn't busy so 9 staffs were dismissed early.

And yup, that's including me! I reached home minutes before 10pm. (:

So, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Whoever was online this morning really were lucky. Cos I wished them live. LOL.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

IN A CONFUSED STATE ; 2:53 am

I wouldn't be updating had Zariq not embarrass me in his blog! LOL.

OK. So the reason for the MIA is simple --> Health. I'm suffering from the side effects of high caffeine and the symptoms I had were dizziness, headaches and mood swing. Honestly, I've been ~~online~~ appearing offline as per normal and I did wrote in the Posting. However, eventually they(yes, I "updated" more than once) were all ended up in the "Drafts" folder.

I made a mistake which results me in working 3 straight days fullshift. This also means that I'm unable to attend the CNY Overnight @ ECP with relatives.

I made a mistake in organising NetInfra Project Meeting this Wednesday from 1-3pm. Apparently I forgot that there will be ICAPP make-up tutorial on the same day from 1.30-2.30pm. Yikes!

I skipped lab so I guess a warning letter is on its way here? HURHUR.

On a lighter note, I bought sandals when I shopped alone at GIANT TAMPINES. Like, finally after 6months? :D

I doubt the next post will be soon. Heh.

ZARIQ! I'VE UPDATED! (:

Friday, January 09, 2009

GOOD DAY, MATE! ; 12:11 am

OK. So what happened minutes ago was hilarious.

Basically I was chatting with ZariqC and since it's soon going to be 12am, I planned for the both of us to wish our friend, Mokhsin, who happened to be online too, in MSN. Minutes to 12am we were still discussing how to present our wish. LOL. And when it's 12am, I was supposed to invite Mokhsin to our conversation. But I found myself unable to find the location of the "Invite" tab. Hence, ZariqC had to invite him. LOL. And, yeah. We accomplished our mission smoothly.

So once again,

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, MOKHSIN!!!

Psst...ZariqC! You still owe me a ticket to Liverpool soccer match! :PP

Thursday, January 08, 2009

ALHAMDULILLAH ; 8:29 pm

I passed all my 5 papers. :)

And today, I made Nurul waited for more than an hour for me to buy mom the birthday cake. :D Sorry yer Lulu. *rofl*

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY, MAK!!!

Tmr is Friday. :))

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

I SPOKE TOO SOON ; 9:12 pm

Buddy came to PEDrives today. In fact he sat next to me so I wasn't feeling lonely at all. This time around, I see alot of stars in tutorial because I don't understand 3/4 of the materials. Dead meat. This mean I can no longer skip lecture. Last term I only attended 2 out of ??. :D

The ending of CGINT was hilarious, all thanks to Benjamin. :)

ICAPP make-up lecture would have been effective had someone not sat beside me. All the way he talked unnecessary stuffs (ITE life which is more fun than Poly, Gansterism, Ghosts, Silat) that brings no benefits to my ICAPP knowledge. But nevertheless, he is my friend so I have to bear with it. :

I went to PP and since I was told Awal was in PH, I came down. He was quite suprised to see me. LOL. We talked. We exchanged our opinions. Both were shocked of each other's stories. This just sum up how evil that person can be and how messed up the consequences are because of her actions. I almost wanted to cry. :(

That misery aside. And for now, all I am looking forward to is DD's Birthday Chalet this weekend. Oh, I am so going to enjoy this. Speaking of which, Friday after school will be spent with Kak Zahira and she'll be helping me find his birthday present. :))

And another recent update. A721 BBQ next week, InsyaAllah! And damn, I am so getting my parents' permission to have an overnight since it'll be held at school! Yeah, rock on. Sharon! Let's all of us sms and pester Mani to come join! :D

My nose bled twice today!

Quite a few people I know tend to skip Moon's NetInfra lecture and instead, come to the other lecture which is so much more effective and efficient. I'm so happy to hear that! Lalalaa..

Monday, January 05, 2009

NO MONDAY BLUES! ; 11:16 pm

School-wise, I've gotten my Term Test results except for MCT. *sigh* Some results are disappointing especially my favourite subject, PEDrives. Due to carelessness, I lost 9marks! Huge lost! I'm really depressed! HAH.

Today is the WEAR RED in support of TEAM TEMASEK. So yeah, I wore red. (:

After school, Khalisah and I went window-shopping at TM. At the same time, I was searching for DD's birthday present. Hee. Can't wait to see him this weekend. It's been so looong that we last met. And I heard that he's getting thinner? But at the same time, is he getting taller too? ;)

Aniway, alot of silly things occurred when I was out with Khalisah. In short, our brains are not at work! *rofl*

And I went home with a bloodied nose. Sufyan and I put up an act to Mum that I was badly hurt but it was backfired. She thought it wasn't a real blood. LOL.

WE STILL HAVE TO MOVE ON ; 9:52 pm

In my post dated 01/01/09, I mentioned "A sombre start for 2009". Well, here's the complete news. Junaidi, the Restaurant Manager for PH CMP, is leaving for Thomson PH. And so yesterday was his last day but I heard he did not came down to work? LOL.

somehow, the word "DEPARTURES" seems to be appropriate.

He broke the depressing news in the meeting on the New Year Eve, 20mins before 01 January 2009. Gosh, I will never forget that moment. Akward silence and sobbing followed.

see our reddened eyes.

Friday, January 02, 2009

FINALLY IT'S DONE ; 6:02 pm

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED. (:

Something happened today. I was on the way to Sultan Mosque when suddenly a young girl yelled "Kak Azimah!". I still had the cheek to ask her, "Who's this?". BASKET. Turned out to be Aisyah, one of the participants from TWEENS Camp. But I am still clueless. It doesn't ring any bell. As I walked off, I heard the makciks laughing and saying something like "the kid can remember her but she doesn't remember the kid". Ooops!

BEFORE I FORGETS ; 1:24 am

BON VOYAGE to this childhood friend of mine, ATIKAH SYARAH BTE ISMAIL who is leaving Singapore for LAOS. She'll be MIA for 15 days. Kan?

Aniway, have a super duper extreme to the max excitement & experience there! :D

THIS WILL DO ; 1:10 am

Treasure the friendship with the friends I have right now. And to the lost ones, I am determined to make the initiative to find them and get all of us back together and regained the bond we had. (:
Get myself closer to Islam. One of the ways is to puasa sunat on Mondays & Thursdays. InsyaAllah. (:

That's pretty much what I am aiming for. Oh wait. I'll spend less $ on going cinemas now since I find the other solution satisfying. [Yes, watching it online. :D ] However, I can foresee myself spending more $ on food and craftwork. ;)

BUGIS & PLAZA SINGAPURA will be my next favourite places to hang out since what I want are from those places. ;))

Thursday, January 01, 2009

2008 ; 11:25 pm

INDEPENDENCE.
Reality came crushing in when I discovered I've to repeat 2 modules. Autophobia came haunting me. I've to learn being independent and all. Going lectures alone. Making new friends all over. But it doesn't seem so bad afterall. On the bright side, I learnt to get out from my comfort zone and do something new. I am not just sticking to one clique and dependent on them.

RESPONSIBILITY.
PENTAS:SUTERA was one darn great experience for this. I've learnt a lot of process just being the Stage Crew and how important it is for everyone to fulfil their responsibility.
Other few events such as being in Messing Department for NI Projek Jihad and Logistic Department for Tweens aL.I.V.E Camp.

TEAMWORK.
Pizza Hut. When there's teamwork, we are simply fast and efficient. And at the end of the day, both parties (staff & customers) are one happy people.

FRIENDSHIP.
Some friendship are difficult to maintain especially when the other party is on the other side of the Earth. Some are ruined because of unexpected issues that surfaced. Nevertheless, if there's a way, there's a will. Friendship problem can be fixed.

Making friends with different sorts of people with various jobscope. The security guards at CMP. And that particular weird cleaner. Last but not least, the friendly cleaner at TP.

Drawback of the year is most probably my newly-developed phobia. And it's called 'DROMOPHOBIA'.

IT CAME AS A SHOCK ; 3:07 am

Bad ending for 2008. A sombre start for 2009.
I tried to be strong but alas, I did shed tears.

Like the saying goes, "All good things come to an end."