To begin with I have nothing to post about.
But I have the feeling of wanting to post. waddaheck.

I am sleepy but I don't want to sleep.

Anyway I updated my Calendar for next month.
pathetic. Only 2 events.
SCHOOL REOPENS in like less than a month?
Something to look forward to. :)

I swear once the timetable is out, I will check out other "ETCM->Electronics" students' timetable.
Just to see whether they will be my classmates or not. HAHA.
Crazy but it will be a fun discovery. lol.

And it seems I have not achieve any of my holiday targets.
Except hanging out with the gang and work.
I still have no news from NVPC. aargh.

Recently I met of someone who make me ponder about my life.
And I shall stop complaining life is unfair.
Because the truth is, it's not.
I've been blind.

Life has never been unfair.

If I have a lot of $$$, I would have help.
But who am I?
I am just a normal teenager leading a normal life.
How I wish this world has less sufferrings.
Help the needy ones please.

There's alot of things I want to write about.
But I just couldn't. Everytime I write, I always end up deleting.
So I shall just write in my personal diary then.

So finally I made a replacement for my ATM card & a new passbook.
Now that I have ATM card, I could easily withdraw any $ and spent it unnecessary.
Shoot.

I joined MySavings Account.
So now I have 2 accounts. Cool, uh?

I am sick.
Thanks to Fruit Tree Mango Juice.
I seriously think I am allergic to juices made by Fruit Tree.
dammit.

we lost. but it's not the end.
need i say more?
hah.

I have done my part as a loyal fan. *rofl*
And so far, it's a good news.
Today's newspaper is a MUST to buy.
:D

It's now the boy's turn to do their part.

It was only on the day itself that I was informed we are confirmed going out.
So at 6 pm I met them at Harbourfront MRT Station.

On Tuesday after work, I headed to 497L to meet dear friends.
But not before I took a wrong bus. DAMMIT.
So there I was at Changi Airport instead.
Road trip has always been my hobby but it's not when you have activities on.
LOL.

Anyway, I reached at 497L at 7plus. Since Sharon is a vegetarian, I brought Veggie Lover pizza so that everyone including her can eat.
And damn, all those fun moments came back.
The talking nonsensical stuffs & teasing.
It was great though. As always. WeiQi went back before I came so there's only 6 of us.

At 9pm, I left and went home to pack for the overnight stay at Aloha Loyang.
At 10.40pm I was at PizzaHut and from there we took a taxi.
We had the birthday celebration + the Sabo for the February & March babies, Nathan, Fatimah, Xiao Dan & Amy.

Then there's the Movie Marathon.
Welcome to the Jungle (2007),
Return to the House on Hill,
Alvin & The Chipmunks,
Pirate of The Carribean 2,
I am Legend.

Halfway through the POTC, almost all of us were asleep. Including me. :)

I think today is the day I yawned a lot. Seriously.

I was pretty lazy to go TP to apply for review of exam scripts.
But I did went eventually at 4pm. LOL.
The OSC was filled with the new freshmen with the big brown envelope.
Wakaka! Made me feel like a Junior already. HAHA.

Aniway, I did wrote down my particulars and all BUT i did not send it.
I was asking myself whether it's worth the $3.10.
And so I left after like 5mins sitting there thinking.

Went to the opposite bus stop cos I decided to go window shopping at Compass Point.
Since I have the time I waited for a double-decker bus.
That was when I bumped into Saufi. Apparently he was in sch for a meeting.
Since this friend of mine lives in Punggol too and he was going home, I decided to tag along.
Wakaka!

Ohh. And the bus 34 that we took was the exact bus I boarded on the way to TP.
Cos when I realised it starts bumping. As in jerked alot of times, I went to see the license plate.
And yes, it's the same as the one before.
Goodness. My back was aching.

As planned, today we went to Sakura Restaurant located at Downtown East.
And yea, we did ate a lot there. Not paiseh to take more servings. Wakaka!

Then we proceed to Cik Dadan's house whereby we watched Rambo 4.
And dammit, the killings were violent.
But I guess it helps when since young I've watched grotesque DVDs with Dad that makes me ok to watch it. What matters is that it has a happy ending. LOL.

Erm. So yeah. That's about it.
The whole lot of e photos are inside my multiply.
OK. Bye.

How To Save A Life
The Fray

Step one you say, "We need to talk."
He walks, you say, "Sit down, it’s just a talk."
He smiles politely back at you,
You stare politely right on through,
Some sort of window to your right.
As he goes left and you stay right,
Between the lines of fear and blame,
You begin to wonder why you came.

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known how to save a life.

Let him know that you know best,
'Cause after all you do know best.
Try to slip past his defense,
Without granting innocence.
Lay down a list of what is wrong.
The things you’ve told him all along.
Pray to god he hears you.
And I pray to god he hears you and,

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known how to save a life.

As he begins to raise his voice,
You lower yours and grant him one last choice.
"Drive until you lose the road,
Or break with the ones you’ve followed."
He will do one of two things.
He will admit to everything,
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same,
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came.

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known how to save a life.

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known how to save a life.
How to save a life.
How to save a life.

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known how to save a life.

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known how to save a life.
How to save a life.
How to save a life.

I went out wearing my fav clothes & jeans still not dry.
And it rained.
Bought the books I wanted at Pustaka National.
Then went to do my prayers at Masjid Darul Aman.
Just after I finished my prayer, Sharon called and told me the shocking news.
EXAM RESULTS ARE OUT.
1 day earlier.

So here I am.
Checked. And the results are no different from last semester. GPA sucks. pathetic.
Permitted to proceed to Year 2.
how i wish i am smart as my friends.

And now I am sensing a fever is coming.
K bye.

Can't Hold On
Melee

Someone cries and it washes the street with tears
But when they are mine, they collect in my head for years
Rain or shine, still I'm standing on all I said
'Cause it's in my soul, carry on when the feeling's dead

[Chorus]
But if you can't hold on
Let it go and come back in your heart
And if you can't hold on
Maybe it's not time for you
And if you can't hold on
On your very last try
I'll be there in the morning to pull you through

Someone dies late at night and I never know
And even if I did, so afraid of the face I'd show
I feel trapped and enslaved to this dark contrast
Need a feeling now, give me something that's going to last

[Chorus]
But if you can't hold on
Let it go and come back in your heart
And if you can't hold on
Maybe it's not time for you
And if you can't hold on
On your very last try
I'll be there in the morning to pull you through

I want to be free
I want to be free
I want to be free
Yes, I want to be free
I want to be free
Yes, I want to be free
Oh, I want to be free
Yes, I want to be free

You say you want to be free
But you can't fool me
You say you want to be free
Oh, but you can't fool me
You say you want to be free
But you can't fool me
You say you want to be free
Oh, but you can't fool me

Oh, and if you can't hold on
You can't hold on (can't hold on)
You can't hold on (can't hold on)
I'll be there, I'll be there

Oh, and if you can't hold on
Let it go and come back in your heart
And if you can't hold on
Maybe it's not time for you
And if you can't hold on
On your very last try
I'll be there so you know that you're not alone

I'm changing. For good or bad? You decide.
I'm liking the songs I dislike last time.

Even though life has been disorganized lately, I am satisfied with the outcomes.

ONE MORE DAY to the release of exam results.
Excited yet anxious.

I watched Step Up 2: The Streets with Kak Zahira & Abg Jas.
One person was missing and that was Dee!
I was supposed to meet Dee earlier at Dhoby Ghaut and he was one stop away from the destination before he went back home.
Damn. Something serious happened so he had to go home.
Honestly I was a bit down actually.
Cos I've got no one to play GOALS with. LOL.

Anyway, we went to Pizza Hut to have our lunch.
I didn't see Ashraf. Expected. Hah.

And damn, all I can say bout the movie is that it is damn freaking AWESOME.
The step dance are so damn cool.
And of course the part I like was always the last.
The Street battle where they danced in the rain. FREAKINGLY BEAUTIFUL.
They followed the beat and it was damn nice.
I won't say NO if I were to watch it again. LOL.

Actually we planned to watch Jumper but knowing there's Step Up 2 showing we grab the chance. :)
I guess it was a blessing in disguise.
Cos next thursday the PizzaHut peeps are going out to watch Step Up 2 but I can't join since I've to work. So you see? =)

Then after which we headed to IT Fair. Today is the last day.
And oh my, it was damn freaking crowded.
Kalahkan pasar Geylang seh. Seriously.
The three of us bought something for ourselves. :)
And now I'm cashless.

I have used up my Hari Raya savings already. which I've been keeping for 3 years.
So this is where the POSB card comes in.
I need to get a replacement for my card which I thought I lost it & I immediately terminated it.
Worst, I've misplaced my GREEN BOOK.
So yeah, I've no idea how much $$$ I have inside my bank.
Hmmm..
:))

I'm going for Jordan's advice.
CRUMPLER bag is off my wishlist now.
Thanks dude.
:)

Yesterday was Dad's birthday.
Immediately when I woke up, I went to wish my Dad who as always, was using the computer.
I got to know later that my mum did not wished him. Intentionally.
Mum planned to buy a birthday cake in the afternoon and later surprised him in the evening.
But I spoilt it. Furthermore, Dad forgot it was his birthday.
So you see....

Anyway, at 4pm I headed to Spotlight at Plaza Singapura. Bought what I wanted.
Then I got a sudden call to go Punggol Beach later at night.
Rushed home cos the celebration is starting soon.
And so yeah, took pics & ate the small birthday cake that was damn yummy! :)
I have to say it wasn't enough. LOL.

And 8:40pm I met my friend and off we went to Punggol Beach.
We talked at the jetty. Mostly about EMaths 2. *rofl*
Were there till 10pm.

Ok. Guess I'll stop here now.
I'm off to continue watching POTC DVD from where I left it. :)
Bye folks.

It has been a long time the foot disease has attacked me.
So recently I used a nail-clipper to peel off those dead skin.
And I accidentally peel off the ones that are ok.
The consequences?
I couldn't walk properly and have to limp.
Just like Mas Selamat. The guy on the loose. :(
Lucky it's only the left foot.
If I did it on my right foot too, hmm, I wonder how I will have to walk.
Yeah, both my feet are affected by this weird disease.

Anyway, life has been normal for these days.
9.30am- 11am is crucial.
It is a must to watch tv.
Ellen Degeneres Show, America's Funniest Video & Tyra Banks Show.
Just by watching them already makes me laugh so hard & feeling content.
Then after that clean my room.
Gosh.
Yesterday, I really cleaned up my room.
Clean + Vacuum + Mop + Clean the standing fan.
The outcome was great.
Morning has always been great cos there's only me & parents.
All the siblings are in school.
:))

Oh. But there's one bad thing.
I keep going to the kitchen again & again to eat. Mannn..

I wanna go out. I wanna go to Spotlight and buy the crafts that I've been eyeing for.
But I am limping. People who have thought I am Mas Selamat in disguise. Oh shoot.

Still hoping for the day to come.. :)

Yesterday was Awal's last day as an assistant manager in CMP Pizza Hut.
He's transferred to AMK Pizza Hut.
There goes my favourite manager.
*sigh*

Anyway, I don't think this Saturday I can send Basil off.
I didn't know this Saturday is 8th March so I went to put full-shift for that day.
Dammit.
I'll try to check with the manager.
Ahh...

Wee~~~~
I am so bloody damn excited!
My best guy friend from primary school is posted to Temasek Poly!
And better, he's in Mechatronics! Engineering la seh!!
Omg, I am so freaking can't wait for school reopens.
I seriously badly wanna see him...
Like what he said, "fated to be schmates again".
Alhamdulillah.
:)