And so I came to the NVPC Volunteer Orientation talk.
With Kak Zahira! Jeng jeng jeng..

Seriously, luckily she joined.
Cos the rest of the participants were business people & elderly.
My God. It was kinda akward actually.
This shows how enthusiastic we are about volunteering. :p
It was fun & inspiring though.

But in e middle of the talk I had headache.
Dammit. Really spoilt my mood the rest of the evening. :(

And this morning I went to Geylang with mom.
Damn, I really enjoyed her company.
She always got disturbed by me.
I came to realise that my mom is indeed a very busy housewife.
Always on the phone talking.
Took some pics of her chatting.
Yea, you could say I have nothing better to do.
:)

Just received a call from a friend informing me of a sad news.
haiz...dammit...

EXAMS ARE OVER!
The only thing matters now is the results which I have no bloody idea when it will be out. Dang.

Here is the list of things I wanna do during these 2 months of holidays:
CRAP. I HATE HOLIDAYS!

MOVIES!
- On Sufyan's request, we siblings watched a cartoon movie.
Then I shall treat them to Pizza Hut or Swensen's. cheh wah.
- This week probably go watch with Kak Zahira & Dee.
But I've no idea what to watch. A lot of choices to choose from la.

GAMES!
- Paintball with the 6 crazy friends.
But I just found a depressing news. The Paintball at Orchid Country Club only allows 18years old & above. This means, us the girls not allowed. All because of UNDERAGED. Bummer. How uh Sharon? I know u are ok with this rite since you don't like Paintball. Wakakaka!


EAT!
Is the cousins outing still in process? If I'm not wrong the place we wanna go eat is Sakae Sushi eh? Or something like that uh? Damn.

HANG OUT!
Yes. It's time to reconcile. Is that the right word?? I'm going to sms out of the blue and asked them out. Hmm.. I shall make the first move. I'll ask the GVSS mates first. Then followed by BWPS & MKS.

VOLUNTEER!
Going for the Volunteer Orientation tomorrow. And I'm going to help myself find interesting programmes that I can contribute. Wee~~

COURSES!
Go courses-hunting. Time to upgrade myself within these free time...

All these will be my weekday activities. Cos weekdays is my contribution to Pizza Hut. LOL.
If not, then I shall work at weekdays too if there's nothing for me.. Hah.

Bye folks.

When I see your smile
tears roll down my face
I can't replace.

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
and I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's ok [x3]

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Cause you're my
you're my, my
my true love
my whole heart
please don't throw that away.

Cause I'm here, for you
please don't walk away and
please tell me you'll stay, stay..

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know I'll be okay
though my skies are turning gray.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.
(repeat)

Woah. Guess what??
Yesterday I signed up NVPC eMatch.
link- www.nvpc.org.sg
Then I deliberately chose those that I find I like.
But there's one thing - I had no idea what's the volunteer goes about.

So today, I checked my account again and found my status is different.
I was no more NEW but SHORTLISTED. Ha-ha!
Immediately I went to the organiser's website and found out that the programme is to tutor NA and NT students in their English & Mathematics. Hohoho!

I think boleh la.
Oh. I am sure I will tell this to him. :p

So to those who read this and likes volunteering, esp AMIRAH & KAK ZAHIRA, korang nak tak join?? Can uh. :))

P.S Sharon, rmbr yesterday I asked u guys about volunteer? Well, I meant this! The 7 of us signed up as a GROUP volunteers. Wee!~ But I doubt u guys want to volunteer. HAHA!

I think today is probably the last day the 7 of us study together at blk 497G.
So sad..tsk tsk.
But if we remain close friends for next semester, then I think it shall not be a problem to study together.
Moreover, 6 of us are in the same course, Diploma in Electronics except WeiQi who is in Info & Media Technology.
*sigh*

Listening & watching Avril's video & songs.
Wah, the feeling of secondary school life comes back.
Especially COMPLICATED.
The first song I heard from Avril. Yeah.

Later, at 12 going study again.
Speaking of which, yesterday alot of drama.
Cat VS Chameleon. Damn freaky. Eww..

Looking forward to today.
Cos 1 more person joining us studying. Hmm.
Shall see whether he's coming or not.

And there goes my chance to go for the Spore Air Show.
Dammit.

May I announce, EMaths2 is officially OVER.
After 5 days straight of revising it. Phew.

And now my fav subject is gone, I've got 2 more to go.
Damnit. My "used-to-be-favourite" subject which is DFund. The other is EDevice.

And after e exam, I joined Alifi & Sin to DFund "lecture". LOL.
Ended up it's consultation and not lecture. Waddahell. I was right. :p

Oh. One funny incident --> Mr Efren was high.
He wanted to show an example on the OHP. So he drew a house, a beetle, a car..
Then as he wanted to push up the drawing, he realised nothing happened.
That was when everyone in the lecture burst into laughter.
He drew it straight on the OHP instead of using a transparency.
And guess what?
The one that made the loudest laughter was Sin. Omg.
So loud that the guy on the right aisle turned to him smiling. Goodness.

Then at one time, Sin answered Mr Efren's question. Correct. It's Unpredictable.
And somehow, Mr Efren said "Not gay or lesbian" while looking at Sin.
Sin was like, "I didn't say that". LOL.
And again, Sin attract attention from the girls below our row. LOL.

And one more funny moment was when Alifi's grandfather called him.
Alifi was talking loudly that both me & Sin had to signal him to lower down his voice.
My god.
I can said that was my last "lecture" with my dear friends even though the others skipped and went makan-ing instead. Kwang3...

That's all folks. K bye. :)

Eh. If I block someone from the MSN, will the person know?
Damnit if it is.
dead meat.

Alot of things have happened for e past few days.
But mostly all I've done is studying. :)
Hmmm. Let's see.
Thursday Valentine's Day. I worked.
I received a rose! Not fresh anymore though. Shall keep it in my diary. :)

Friday worst. I handed in my ComProg partially working. Damnit.
Then went to DFund2 & EDev remedial.
After that, I went to Eastpoint Mall Challenger to buy myself a thumbdrive. :)
Seriously, I spent my $50 in that whole particular day. Hah.

Saturday, I worked morning.
I was shocked to see an Indonesian here on attachment. So fast.
His name is Rozak. Replacing Noval. Hahaha.
Then there's 2 other new faces. Li Si & Zamir. Made friends with them.
Then at 6plus pm, I went to kenduri arwah nenek.

The next day, at 3pm I was at Starbucks, Marina Square with Kak Zahira & gang.
Studied Maths all the way till 6pm. Walked with Dee to the MRT.
He being blur and I was his victim.
2 incidents whereby he really made me exercise by walking a long journey.
Too stressed up with Maths I guess. His paper was today btw and it was a 50-50 chance. Gee.

As for yesterday, I went out studying with the gang. Like, FINALLY!
Initial plan was to study at National Library. But there was no place for the 6 of us.
In the end, we went back to Pasir Ris to study on our usual study corner.
Btw, I got lost at Bugis trying to locate a mosque..Hah.
But finally found it. The one I heard the Azan from. Bummer. :)

Then for today, we'll be meeting at school at 10am. :)
Either studying at the usual LT33 or library Lvl 7. Yessa!
Now, my LIFE revolves studying. And not the usual working.
woohoo! STUDYING is fun.
Especially when you have GREAT FRIENDS to clear your doubts and at the same time, making you laugh till you cry.
THANKS PEEPS! =)

Answer all the questions (only 10) with what describes you best, add up all your Points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end and look for your results.

Do not cheat by looking at the end of the e-mail before you are done .
Then forward this to all your friends ( including the person who sent it to you ) and change the subject of this message to what character is you.

1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date?
a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.)
b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.)
c) Painting in the park (5 pts)
d) Rock concert (1 pt.)
e) Going to the movies (3 pts.)

2. What is your favorite type of music?
a) Rock and Roll (2 pts.)
b) Alternative (1 pt.)
c) Soft Rock (4 pts.)
d) Country (5 pts.)
e) Pop (3 pts.)

3. What type of movies do you prefer?
a) Comedy (2 pts.)
b) Horror (1 pt.)
c) Musical (3 pts.)
d) Romance (4 pts.)
e) Documentary (5 pts.)

4. Which one of these occupations would you choose if you only could choose one of these?
a) Waiter (4 pts.)
b) Professional Sports Player (5 pts.)
c) Teacher (3 pts.)
d) Police (2 pts.)
e) Cashier (1 pt)

5 What do you do with your spare time?
a) Exercise (5 pts.)
b) Read (4 pts.)
c) Watch television (2 pts.)
d) Listen to music (1 pt.)
e) Sleep (3 pts.)

6. Which one of the following colors do you like best?
a) Yellow (1 pt.)
b) White (5 pts.)
c) Sky Blue (3 pts.)
d) Dark Blue (2 pts.)
e) Red (4 pts.)

7. What do you prefer to eat?
a) Snow (3 pts.)
b) Pizza (2 pts.)
c) Sushi (1 pt.)
d) Pasta (4 pts.)
e) Salad (5 pts.)

8. What is your favorite holiday ?
a) Halloween (1 pt.)
b) Christmas (3 pts.)
c) New Year (2 pts.)
d) Valentine's Day (4 pts.)
e) Thanksgiving (5 pts.)

9. If you could go to one of these places which one would it be?
a) Paris (4 pts)
b) Spain(5 pts)
c) Las Vegas(1 pt)
d) Hawaii(4 pts)
e) Hollywood (3 pts)

10. With which of the following would you prefer to spend time with?
a) Someone Smart (5 pts.)
b) Someone attractive (2 pts.)
c) Someone who likes to Party (1 pt.)
d) Someone who always has fun (3 pts.)
e) Someone very sentimental (4 pts.)

Now add up your points and find out the answer you have been waiting for! Put your character in the subject line and forward to your friends and back to the person that sent this to you.
Very interesting to see 'who' your friends are!

(10-16 points) You are Garfield:
You are very comfortable, easy going, and you definitely know how to have fun but sometimes you take it to an extreme. You always know what you are doing and you are always in control of your life. Others may not see things as you do, but that doesn't mean that you always have to do what is right. Try to remember, your happy spirit may hurt you or others.

(17-23 points) You are Snoopy:
You are fun; you are very cool and popular. You always know what's in and you ' re never out of style, y you are good at knowing how to satisfy everyone else. You have probably disappeared for a few days more than once but you always come home with the family values that you learned Being married and having children are important to you, but only after you have had your share of fun times

(24-28 points) You are Elmo:
You have lots of friends and you are also popular, always willing to give advice and help out a person in need. You are very optimistic and you always see the bright side of things. Some good advice: try not to be too much of a dreamer. Dreaming too big could cause many conflicts in your life.

(29-35 points) You are Sponge Bob Square Pants:
You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never wants to lose. You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey, it' s funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people and you will be stress free.

(36-43 points) You are Charlie Brown:
You are tender, you fall in love quickly but you are also very serious about all relationships. You are a family person. You call your Mom every Sunday. You have many friends and may occasionally forget a few Birthdays. Don't let your passion confuse you with reality.

(44-50 points ) You are Dexter:
You are smart and definitely a thinker... Every situation is fronted with a plan. You have a brilliant mind. You demonstrate very strong family principles. You maintain a stable routine but never ignore a bad situation when it comes. Try to do less over thinking every once in a while to spice things up a bit with spontaneity!

MY RESULTS??
I am SNOOPY! :)

Hmm..
Let me see..
Since there's no more 10am PCBDS class, we start school at 2pm today.
For only Maths tutorial and DFund lab test2. Pathetic seh.

And yes, I had difficulties in e lab tests.
1. The breadboard I bought gave me a hard time to put in the wires. DAMNit.
2. When I switched ON the trainer, and pushed the CLK button , nothing happened.
Pushed and pushed. Still nothing. It's only when the tutor came over to check on me she asked, "Where's your output? LED? " HUH??
That was when it hit me. I was so DUMB.
Of course there wasn't any lights coming out, I did not even connect them. BLOODYHELL.

In the end, I did all over again using Sharon's breadboard which was DAMN easy to use.
No wonder she finished fast. :p
WeiQi who sat beside me had difficulties too.
Seeing me doing the whole thing again, she joined. Haha.. Waddaheck.
Then I was stuck at Qn2. No idea what I was supposed to do. HELP came. :)

Went to the canteen waited for the rest before proceed to the library to study.
Study MATHS. =)
I only have mood to study Maths.
Not EDev. Nor DFund.
Sorry sorry. :P

~yesterday YOU TOLD ME BOUT THE blue blue sky~~~
=))

I'm damn pissed off for no reason.
Damnit.

Aniway, instead of going home after school, I went to Bugis. :)
Lost in there cos I have no idea where's the place I'm supposed to go is located when it has been standing right in front of me the moment I was out of the MRT station.
I wasted time going rounding and kept coming to the same old place which is the Bugis Market.
Only realised I had went ahead of my destined place when I analyse the bus route at the bus stop.
Damnit.
But in the end I got what I wanted. Satisfied. :)
I've been blur & stupid all the way.
Took the long journey back home. Hah.
Ok done. Wanna go eat now.
Bye.

It's ok if u don't understand what I wrote here..

The battle is officially OVER! OVER for those who work like HELL. :) Like me. Worked for straight 4days FULL SHIFT until got headache. LOL.

But then again, it wasn't busy. Well, not for the Front of House [FOH]. But a damn big YES to the Back of House [BOH].

There were times where the managers wanted to shut down the delivery orders as they couldn't cope. But our Area Manager came and helped out with the despatcher. Isn't that so sweet?? :)

Anyway, the last day, which was yesterday, I became the CSR for both morning AND night. After soooo long..

Thanks to Awal. Luckily all my staff were very helpful indeed and helped me out. CSR is just not me. I don't order people around. I hate doing that. :)

Valentine's Day is coming and damn, I'll be working on that day at 7pm.

GOOD LUCK uh. CONFIRM damn busy nyer. Hehehe..

Everyone has gone to enjoy the CNY.
As the usual tradition, we will go to the East Coast beach on CNY.
This year is no exception.
Just that I couldn't join em.
Because, I have to work.
Waaaaaa!!!!
lol.

OK. I'm taking my own sweet time here.
2more hours and I will have to be at work by then.
Gee.
Nevermind. I shall look forward to work.
Alot of ppl are working. Wee~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
May you have a prosperous year ahead. :)

My EDev mini-project was a success!
Hip hip hooray! :)

Aniway, the plan to study at 497 was cancelled and since I do not want to go home early, I thought of going road trip with bus 27.
However, I alighted at the first stop at Sengkang, took the overhead bridge and boarded bus 82.
I went to explore Punggol End alone la. :)
Cari nahas.
It's an eerie, quiet beach.
At first I was scared. But who cares.
Almost everyone I know lives at Punggol had gone to Punggol End so now it's my turn.
Took pics and tried emo-ing. Hah.
Unsuccessful attempt. LOL.

I made my presence known on one of the rocks there. :)

Then, on the way home, I found something grotesque.
I didn't realise I was walking on a different path to the bus stop as I was looking at the photos I took moments ago.
I only realised when I came across BONES.
Initally I thought it was just chicken bones.
But there were alot. And in different shapes and sizes. Surrounding me. Goodness.
Probably hundreds of them.
And most shocking discovery was one of the bones there had a row of teeth.
But only a few left.
The thought of human being skeletons immediately came into my mind.
But there's no skull to be found. Good grief.
Wanted to take pics of the bones there.
But my hp batt was already low by then. Damnit.

Reached alone and told my Nurul that I went to Punggol End alone.
She was shocked. Told mum and it was a BIG mistake.
I got scolded. Haha.
Nevermind. I am determined to go there again. :)

It wasn't bad after all when I worked full-shift today even though I have sore throat.
Fatimah said a few working today but for me it was fine.
3 new service staff worked today. Their first day here.
Blessing in disguise, huh? :)
Got along well with em though. Friendly. Funny.

Quite a lot of regular customers came in the evening.
I was under section 100 together with Sunita, e CSR.
Hmm..
Oh yeah.
In the morning, from 11am-12noon, 5 of the songs played on the radio are my FAVOURITES!
Apologize, Stop & Stare, Shadow of the Day, Bleeding Love, Empty.
Awesome!
And damn, for the 1st time ever, Shadow of the Day nearly caused me to tears. LOL.
It wasn't busy in the morning.
And Adilah worked la! Woohoo!

Overall, the whole day wasn't that busy. Yippee!
And yeah, I think I'm getting better now. :)

Sally & Jet told me something about Gary.
I think I know the reason behind his clumsiness yesterday when he worked.
Seriously peeps it has got to do with Noval's leaving.
Both of them are very close and we all know Noval is the only person that Gary confide to.
I feel bad for Gary now. He lost someone who always entertain him when others would not.
*sigh*
I shall be the good one then.
Speaking of which, I totally cracked up when I saw the roster for this week.
Under Noval's roster, someone had written down that he had gone for NS-National Service instead of the usual NS-No Showing. That old joke the guys have been using. Hahaha..

Oh btw yesterday there was a movie screening at the multi-purpose hall.
I immediately joined my sisters when told they are screening 'RATATOUILLE'.
I wanna know the reason why last time they [the "mean" guys at work :)] called Gary 'Linguine'.
And now I know why!
Linguine's character is like Gary. Heehee..

It seems that next week roster I was the only one dying.
From Thursday-Sunday, I'm working straight 11am-11pm.
4days complete full-shift, meaning I contribute 43hours.
So got incentives. LOL. :)

As of now, 4 people have told me the same thing.
They suspect me of falling in love with Noval.
OK, 1, 2, 3, GO!
*rolling on floor laughing my ass off*

Dude, doesn't mean I cry alot and saying stuffs like "I miss you" means I love him as in having a crush on him right?
Oh, but I do love him! Kwang3..
Ahh. Nevermind la. Whatever la eh they want to say.
It's only between Noval, myself & Allah s.w.t know how close we are.
And perharps someone else in the work know.

Oh well.
Dah baik2 takde mood skarang happy sikit sebab ramai kena tertipu with my personal message.
Allright! This is cool man. :))

Btw, this is what happened to me when Rossa left.
Took me quite a long time to get over it and move on.
Noval's the 3rd Indonesian to make me sad.
All this makes me come to conclusion that I made friends easily with Indonesian and they are all friendly & easy-going. :)
I am so blessed.

I did cry yesterday when we bade farewell for the very last time.

Sally, Noor'Ain and myself.

Noval didn't see me crying though cos he was busy bidding farewell to the others.

After sending him off, I went to sch to study with friends for Psycho CA.

I did not managed to study. I was thinking of what happened earlier.

Went to sleep all the way. Trying to be OK when I'm not. Trying to forget but couldn't.

ONLY TIME WILL HEAL EVERYTHING.

Then at arnd 5:30pm I got a call from Noval.

Earlier on, Noor'Ain called to say Noval's flight was delayed.

And yeah, he told me he was still in Singapore. Will take off soon.

I yelled at him, "Noval, I miss you!" for the first time ever.

Satisfied I told him that finally.

He asked me how I was thrice.

He could sensed I wasn't feeling right.

Maybe because I was already about to cry and I stuttered when talking to him.

Seriously, I cried alot since the last I saw him.

How am I supposed to work in this kind of situation?

I scared tomorrow when I work FULL SHIFT I break down so suddenly.

The worst place is of course Pizza Hut itself since a lot of memories with Noval were there.

His leaving really has a deep impact on me..

Although he's just a friend. Close guyfriend.

I really had fun hanging out yesterday evening.
Made specially for Noval's last day in Spore & also Ain's Sweet 16 birthday. Gosh.
I will seriously miss him. :(
*Noval the handsome dude* & me! :))