it seems that death has been occurring around me..
just last week, a mother of my sister's classmate jumped down from e highest floor.
and it happened in front of my block.
worst, this happened to a Muslim family in the month of Ramadhan.
up till now I don't think she committed suicide.
she has mental illness so I think the illness attacked at that point of time
causing her to do such things.
could be, right?
and now, sooner or later..
i'm going to lose my grandmum.
At first, when mom told me that tmr grandmom can go home,
i thought it was a miracle that she survived.
But later, I confirm with her again and bloodyhell,
she said it's because there is "no hope" for her to live.
that really broke my heart.
