I did cry yesterday when we bade farewell for the very last time.
Sally, Noor'Ain and myself.
Noval didn't see me crying though cos he was busy bidding farewell to the others.
After sending him off, I went to sch to study with friends for Psycho CA.
I did not managed to study. I was thinking of what happened earlier.
Went to sleep all the way. Trying to be OK when I'm not. Trying to forget but couldn't.
ONLY TIME WILL HEAL EVERYTHING.
Then at arnd 5:30pm I got a call from Noval.
Earlier on, Noor'Ain called to say Noval's flight was delayed.
And yeah, he told me he was still in Singapore. Will take off soon.
I yelled at him, "Noval, I miss you!" for the first time ever.
Satisfied I told him that finally.
He asked me how I was thrice.
He could sensed I wasn't feeling right.
Maybe because I was already about to cry and I stuttered when talking to him.
Seriously, I cried alot since the last I saw him.
How am I supposed to work in this kind of situation?
I scared tomorrow when I work FULL SHIFT I break down so suddenly.
The worst place is of course Pizza Hut itself since a lot of memories with Noval were there.
His leaving really has a deep impact on me..
Although he's just a friend. Close guyfriend.
